Love Across the Street

malam ini, kembali aku mendapatkan kata terimakasih dari seseorang yang kuanggap spesial. sama seperti terimakasih dari a, aku tidak dapat menerka mengapa mereka berterimakasih padaku. i've done nothing at the moment they were thanking me. why are they?

gue bingung.
dan gue ga bisa bertanya tentang itu.
karena gue ga berhak.
dan gue merasa ada sesuatuyang salah kalau gue samapai mempertanyakannya.

and this one, also in the same situation as a.
fake smile. :)

finally,,
gue ngurus ni blog lagii.. huff...
walaupun isinya ga guna smua..
itung2 rajinin gue nulis lah..
hehee

at the moment i am:
a communication ui 2008 student
an internet addict
a stupid still always the way you want me
a BIG FAN of Ursula Vinessa Dwitayoasta

hahahaaa^^



song of the month:
yang aku ingin hanyalah pengertianmu tuk sedikit saja pahami maksudku,
yang aku ingin hanyalah agar kau mau, sekedar mengerti aku.

it's been a while since the last time i wrote.
i've been struggling with my college duties here.

but the reason of losing my will to survive is because of a reason that usual among all of the boys, girls. hahahaaa...

it's not something to laugh about though.

what do you think?
am i gonna forget her only because one DAMNED mistake?

Entah sampe kapan mo MT..
cape gue..

nilai gue ANCUR nih,,
MPKT ga masuk lagii..
tepar tak berdaya karena baru balik jam stenga 1..

Mana orang yang ngemeng KITA SATUUU???!!!

GUE GA SEHARUSNYA NGERASA KAYA GINIII !!!
SIAAALL!!!

Xp


*itu ekspresi saat di mobil kemaren.. hahaa..
what's wrong with me??

wakakakakak..
enak juga jadi maba lagii..
udah kapan tahu gue buka situs2 ntu.

oia,, i've figure out your question about the stupid loving and caring!!

:P

minggu ini dihiasi oleh dua orang yang sangat berharga bagiku saat ini..

named: asti dan dhea....

love them so much. thank you for make my week gorgeous.
hope the best for you two.

in another sunny morning, i wake up in a bad mood once again. my plan of daily jogging is busted with my laziness. since i've got nothing to do, i'm going straight to the bathroom and facing my sleepy face with the cold water from the shower. finishing my bath, i eat some meatballs and go outta my house to start thinking about the things that i will do today.

i check on my list that i made. it tells me that i should go and pick my car to pick up my friends. i have an appointment that i totally forgot.

when i arrived in my friend's place, she tell me that she can't go. my madness is completely raging in my heart. but i was just smiling and left her like nothing happen. i blow up my madness by going to timezone and play within three hours. it's a kind of relaxing stuff for me. when i'm about to go to the parking lot to go home, that thing happen. the moment, that make me can't get mad anymore...

yaa.. maap dah klo blog ini isinya ga da yang penting..
ga kaya blog yang lain yang minimal ada sesuatu yang bisa ditangkep..
hahaaa..

setelah masa-masa depresi yang lumayan membuat gue down, gue dapet apa yang gue mau sedari dulu, fisip ui. hahaa^^

pikiran gue juga udah bisa lebih fokus sekarang. orang yang ga mau makan itu, udah ada yang ngurusin lebih bae (uda ga jomblo lagi). orang yang biasanya ngebetein udah bisa nge-light-up suasana. tinggal 1 hal lagi nih biar lengkap. semoga gue bisa ngelihat senyum seseorang... hahaha^^

oia, buat yang baca, jangan makan cumi kebanyakan... nanti bisa dikutukk

FISIP UI !!!

CUMI TERNYATA BISA DILATIH JUGA!!

PENEMUAN TERBARU TENTANG BINATANG CUMI ADALAH SESUATU YANG MENARIK. CUMI YANG DIPELIHARA DI JAKARTA BARAT, SELAMA INI TERNYATA DAPAT BERKEMBANG BIAK DI DARAT. DITAMBAH LAGI, CUMI TERSEBUT BISA MENGENDARAI SEPEDA LAYAKNYA MANUSIA NORMAL. CKCKCK

etinot flesym etah i
pmiw a hcus m'i
tuhs htuom ym gnipeek tub gnihton gniod

?reh pots i t'nac yhw
resool a hcus m'i
ot elba s'eh taht sgniht od t'nac i

knurd reh edam i
reh ot neppah taht tel i
gnihtemos em llet
nehtgnerts ot sdrow ruoy deen i

tey ydaer ton m'i sseug i
hguone doog ton m'i

help me, so i can help her, and myself.


hate it SO MUCH.
ash

belakangan ini, saia seringkali berbicara tentang cinta yang terjadi di sekitarku.
baik cinta yang saia rasakan, maupun cinta yang orang lain rasakan.

saia merasakan pukulan-pukulan ke arah jantung saia yang tak berhenti berdegup.
sampai sekarang saia merasa cukup akan cinta dariNya.
cinta yang slalu saia perjuangkan.
cinta yang tak mungkin tergantikan oleh cinta yang lain.

bagaimana anda menggambarkan cinta?
cinta yang bagaimanakah yang anda berikan?
cinta yang bagaimanakah yang anda inginkan?
apakah anda merasa cinta sudah ada di hidup anda?

untuk mereka yang senantiasa spesial,
semoga kita dapat memilih pilihan yang kita ketahui baiknya,
dan tidak lagi memilih dosa yang kerap kita lakukan.



love it.
ash

dalam beberapa minggu ini, ada seorang perempuan yang sekiranya selalu ada setiap hari untukku. paling tidak, bisa dibilang seperti itu. menenangkanku, meledek aku, memarahi aku, menyanyikan aku lagu yang biasanya ia lantunkan dalam hidupnya sebelum bertemu dengan diriku.

dia cinta keluarganya, dia menyukai apa yang dilakukannya, dia menyukai sebagian besar bagian hidupnya pada saat ini. aku bahagia untuknya. lagipula dia jarang terlihat tanpa senyum di wajahnya.

dia mengajariku bagian dunia yang lain yang belum terlalu terjamah olehku sebelumnya. entah bagian gelap, maupun bagian terang hidupnya yang ia nikmati dan ceritakan padaku. aku senantiasa mendengarkan pembicaraannya. kisah keluarganya, kekasih-kekasihnya, dan teman-temannya. aku hanya merasa nyaman karena aku merasa ada seseorang yang selalu mengajakku berbicara, dan mengakui keberadaanku.

she's another girl that i called an unusual usual person.
can't hate her how much i want to, can't blame her how much i want to, can't do anything about what she's been doing to herself before and after she know me. what an asshole i am.

aku selalu berpikir apa yang dapat kulakukan untuknya. bukan untuk menjadikan diriku 'seseorang' baginya, tapi untuk menjadikan dia 'seseorang' untuk semua orang yang menyayanginya.


hate it.
wish the angel

bimbel lagee,,
untung gue baru daptar setenga haree,, jadi bisa ppisahan sama temzon,, hahaa^^
mulai bsok dah ga bisa kmana-mana,, langsung tepar pulang ke rumah,,
dari jam 8 ampe jam 6 dibantai teruuss sampai mampuss..

btw, the oknum S that i told you before, is going to oknum A again tonight..
if you're somewhere near slipi jaya,, look after warnet net dot..

you'll see them there!! ciao.


p.s. gimme a report if you dare!! hahaa^^
*watch out for oknum S anger!!

hello there,,

maap bed ya S,,
sampe segitunya nulis di blog loo..
huhuu^^

i don't like someone to tell me not to do somehing.
so i will do that thing for not obeying your wish.

sorry before, i hope you catch me before i catch you.

sial. ga kesampean gue ke warnet dia.
gue cape bed,, nanti malah ga nonton manchester united lagii..
tidur ajaa..

MANCHESTER UNITED menang!! hahahaa^^
JUARA lagi dan lagii..

semoga bisa secepatnya dapet field report ttg oknum S ituu.. huhuu^^
wish me luck.

rencanane hari ni mo ktemu oknum S, tapi ga tau deh ketemu oknum A pa kaga,, kemungkinan kecil, but i'll try for not letting you guys down! be prepared for my field report!!

hello everyone who read this blog,

gue punya tmen baru sebut saja oknum S




dia lagi suka sama cowok sebut aja oknum A



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kan hari ni gue maen ke tempat die, terus ke warnet tempat oknum A... hmm,, good taste.. that's what i taught.

kalo boleh direkam, gue rekam deh gimana paniknya dia waktu deket sama oknum A itu. GILA, BEDA BANGET AMA BIASANYA.. HAhaHAha,, tapi ttep,, premann..

maap ya oknum S, nnti saia apus deh klo ngga berkenan,, harap sms ato telpon saia yaa.. hahahaaa^^


kapan2 kite maen lagiii

as you doesn't know that i love you

as you know
sometimes i was looking at you
i was waiting for you
i was smiling at you

as far as i know
i know nothing about simple things
that i should have known as the one who likes you


a day that we were going back to high school
and accidentally go there in the same day
i wish i was brave enough

i was so stupid to admit
that i was calling you because someone told me to
not because i was care about you
i was totally a jerk that time

i don't know
maybe it does a love that i feel
maybe it isn't
can you tell me which one is it?
because i believe you're the one that can tell me about it

i wish i can see your smile this month
which i can't yet this year
which i always dream to see everyday

love or admire,
ash.

it seems like there's a little sequel secret at the end of the credit of iron man the movie. check it out !! it should be nice!!

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i doesn't have anything to write down this moment,
but i would like to write some information about this blog.

firstly, this blog is a poem blog that i try to make.
it wasn't anymore because i don't really got the mood.
i don't know why, but maybe it's a cause of me not being in love.


hehee^^
i'll try my luck next time.

ada hadits yang menyatakan bahwa:

"Apabila seorang wanita memakai wewangian yang berlebih sehingga tercium aromanya oleh seorang pria, maka dia sama dengan pelacur"


cari saja haditsnya, dijamin 100% ada dan asli..

i wonder if what i am doing it's a right thing to do for a person in my position.
all that i know is i am doing all the things that i can and i believe in.
but somehow i don't feel enough about it.
my life become someone's life or everybody's life.
it just not my life anymore.


i always thinking about what i should do when i am facing big tragedy in my life.
am i doing the exact thing that a person could have done it perfectly.
firstly, i don't know how and i don't even care about it.
but because of it, i am in a stress situation right now.
i have done many stupid things in the past.
all that i can do now is doing something.
which one should i choose?
life normal with no bad less gain?
or sin life with more gain?

all that i want is to make every single soul on earth is smiling.
:)

Belakangan ini, busway makin susah dikelola, pemerintah tampak kesulitan dalam penanganan masalah bahan bakar gas pada sebagian bus yang beroperasi. beberapa perusahaan sudah menyodorkan bantuan untuk mengelola masalah bahan bakar gas tersebut. namun, pemerintah tamapk mengacuhkan mereka. semoga pemerintah dapat menstabilkan transportasi ini. sebab, sebagian besar penduduk jakarta sangat mengandalkan busway untuk kebutuhan transportasi mereka.


*sok kritis gue. haha^^

Coba-coba deh,, nonton anime:

HONEY AND CLOVER

sekilas itu kaya nime cewe, tapi itu anime yang maknanya dalem.
very nice for everyone. punya banyak maksud dalam setiap episodenya.

i didn't know
i couldn't even notice it
there's no way we could predicted it

the even that will soon happen
and the lives that will lead from here on out
none of it

Allah,
i feel confuse whether i want you stop save me or not for this time
i want to keep crying over her

and yet,
i'm so happy that she came back
though, it hurts.

i had been thinking
i had been wondering all this time
whether there's any meaning to a failed love
is that something that will disappear
the same as something that never existed?

now i know,
there is a meaning
there was a meaning
right here.

hari selasa yang biasanya harus dilalui dengan jalan ke ui tampaknya akan terhalangi masalah kaki saia yang luka gara-gara berenang. kaki saia kena pinggiran kolam dan mengeluarkan darah yang cukup banyak. sejak saat itu nafsu makan saia melonjak (seperti sedia kalaa.. ^^), dan membuat saya overweight lagii. huh.


list makan setelah luka jam 17.30
18.40 abis maghrib makan semur
18.50 masih laper, makan semur lagi
23.00 makan mie cepe
02.00 laper, akhirnya minum ajaa.. udah ngantukk
07.00 makan 2 porsi nasi goreng..



sekian laporan saia.
may the hungriest person eat.

hahahaa,,
gara2 ga da ide nulis kegiatan sehari-hari aja dahh..
huhuhuuu...


lagi sering maen game niihh..
gara-gara ga kulia dan ga da kerjaan sepertinyaa..
wakakakakak..
nama gamenya wangan midnight maximum tune 3..
yang jago2 biasanya masi keturunan cina2 gtuu,,
baru satu orang yang gue liat jado tapi indonesia aslii....

harus banyak latihan niihh,,
supaya bisa tambah jagoo..
belum konsisten nih belokannyaa..
seringan ancuurr..
doain yaa biar tambah jagoo
wakakkakakak