Love Across the Street

valdane wants me to do all the things i should repair on
he said that the repair isn't something that i want but comes from someone
it will be meaningless
it won't change anything on me
it will just faking all the thing around me
but deep here it will be my own shame

just as i say at the first time
there will be a big wall between
but you don't get it and force me into it
see what i mean?

for the finishing blow
i get punches, kicks, but they won't hurt me
because hurt is just me
i am hurt itself

conclusion is:
i am a dumb ass
i am hurting myself
i am forceful
and the most important thing: i will never be able to be the ash's she used to know.