Love Across the Street

i wonder if what i am doing it's a right thing to do for a person in my position.
all that i know is i am doing all the things that i can and i believe in.
but somehow i don't feel enough about it.
my life become someone's life or everybody's life.
it just not my life anymore.


i always thinking about what i should do when i am facing big tragedy in my life.
am i doing the exact thing that a person could have done it perfectly.
firstly, i don't know how and i don't even care about it.
but because of it, i am in a stress situation right now.
i have done many stupid things in the past.
all that i can do now is doing something.
which one should i choose?
life normal with no bad less gain?
or sin life with more gain?

all that i want is to make every single soul on earth is smiling.
:)